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(Scene)

Our plans are to
give a new vision
for the future.

We will have success
and be able to sleep
                    tonight.

Two months,
                     two hours,
                                       success.
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(The Face Upon The Floor)

You laugh though
                              you never held a soul.
My voice cracked.
                            Give me whiskey,
I'll tell you a funny story.
                                         I promise.

I want some life, whiskey too.

I'd like to tell you how to be dirty.
I was a man,
                     I was a painter.
I was hard,
                   I made a picture.
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(The Face Upon The Floor v.2)

God bless you,
No I can't do that.
My throat's worn out.
I tell you what...
Give me another drink.

and if you're a painter then you must be one dedicated s.o.b. is all I'm saying.

One of my New Years resolutions is to do more art this year! More drawing, more clay-work, more WRITING!

I have talent, I have potential. I'm not going to let myself lose that. Ever.


I hope everyone had the best holidays, because I sure did!

The world is envious of my wealth.

I have so much in my life to appreciate. I have family and friends. I have a roof over my head and food-security. I live in a country where I have rights. I am a beautiful, flawed person. I have talent.

Learning to love yourself is so fucking hard, but the effort pays off when you can sit down and cry because you are happy. I am happy, I am blessed. What's left?

Should I upload things from my journals, or no?

it's late and i'm anxious.