In my sleep there is water and strobe lights
and I can't find my shoes.
In my sleep I lose all my teeth,
the blood is all over the bathroom sink.

In my sleep I wear blankets and trust strangers.

In my sleep I dream of your suicide.
your mom says she's sorry.
she's so so sorry.

In my sleep I crash cars.
In my sleep I crash trains.
In my sleep I'm an orphan writing with blood on the walls

In the morning I wake up crying.